Rise Dear Women

A few years back I started writing a draft of my book when I was debilitated with back pain, It's been five years, once again I am inert on the bed due to Disc pain.

A high dose of painkillers keeps my brain fogged,wraps my thoughts with depression and makes my circadian rhythm go out of sync.

The only company through the  lonely night is the music of  ilayaraja.The subaudible music keeps playing till dawn.

I am unclear about what I was planning to write,

Maybe I will try auto writing,I feel inebriated with the dose of medicines which is trying to uncover the conscious shell  to unravel the subconscious creativity.

what am i going to write?

Is it about the Goldhilocks zone ? Is it about Fluke theory? Is about pan spermia ? or Is it about nothing...

Oh my god even nothing makes sense in qantum physics.

I don't know whether this  is a cacograph of cognitive dis inhibition  or a pandemonium of the Analgesic Cocktail.All that i wish for is to gather some pointless words and arrange it sequentially to make some sense.

Maybe it's about Hypathia, Lilith or Nirbaya

I don't  know why i am drawn towards these women characters. Probably I can empathise and  sense the  pain of the  women when they are sexualised, harassed and brutally killed.

No matter how strong  women are our  patriarchal society has made them a weaker sex..

Why are these crimes against women ? Is it because of 'marriage squeeze '? Is it because of illiteracy or Is that we aren't civilised to the extent we think.

 We don't know where we are heading  when we read daily news..

Are men turning into a charred corpse which thrives to rob the  lives of women  for the pleasure of sex.

Why do men forget that even their mothers gave birth to them through the same birth hole before disintegrating some women's genitals.

Every time I see an Iron rod it reminds me of the barbarity done by a juvenile boy to Nirbaya. We were magnanimous to sentence him for three years and set him free .

Aruna Ramchandra Shanbaug who was a nurse in KEM Hospital Mumbai  spent her life in vegetative state for  41 years  as a result of a sexual assault on other hand Sohanlal Bhartha Valmiki who was caught and convicted of  sexual assault of Aruna  served two concurrent seven-year sentences was  released.

We have done enough injustice to women , we have stripped them, paraded them naked forced them to eat shit and butchered them. 

Science says rape and murder are evolutionary ,but this statement makes me loathe science.

When will these things end ? How are we going to contribute to bringing down such a crime....

"Rise, dear women, from the ashes cold

Your voices silenced, your stories untold

But still you stand, through pain and fear

Your resilience, a beacon clear

The chains of oppression, they bind and scar

But you, dear ones, are stronger than they are

You rise, you roar, you reclaim your might

Your light, a flame, that shines through the night

Let justice roll, like a river wide

Let equality, be your constant guide

You are the change, you are the tide

Rise, dear women, and let your voices glide"